Flow through like blood .

Assert its place, it beats faster flowing with you.

Arms embrace, skins silk, warmer than a blanket.

Softest of lips gingerly brush mine.

Chills, goosebumps, curve my spine.

Wrap my wrist, replace time.

Who cares when it is, where it is, what is it.

As long as we can be together and entwined.

The sun may rise.

And wake my eyes.

The wind may blow.

And make my hair flow.

The Leaves may fall and blow my way.

And I may go through the motions of each day.

That sun may rise and wake my eyes.

But it is not my motivation to wake.

Seeing you laying next to me, gives meaning to every breath I take.

The wind may blow and make my hair flow.

But unless you are running your fingers through my hair, no emotion I will show.

The leaves may fall and blow my way.

But unless you are along with them, no notice to them I shall pay.

Without you there is not much I can feel.

Even for a few days , still my head reels.

My heart beats slower, and feels alone.

I cannot wait till you’re back in my arms, where you should be…Home.

A stone so lonely under a tree.

Of shade and darkness it only sees.

The hands lift it so warm, the rock so cold.

Made sure to clean it rinse it from the dirt and reveal it white stone.

Make the stone turn to mud in your hands.

Mold and sculpt, turn and change plans.

You sculpt the figure.

Of a woman so hallow.

You fill her with warmth.

You caress, and create a woman so true.

Show her feelings, saftey love.

And she comes to love you.

Her old stone ways that she was before a lifeless nothing .

Sitting in a valley so deep nothing more.

Give her life shape.

Her limps movement from simply rolling through life.

Hard cold.

You made me strive.

Strive for you.

Live breathe and love you.

Brought intimate object to life.

Took it out from the darkness showed her stars at night, the sun light.

Made her heart beat and fight.

Flutter at the sight.

Of her sculptor.

Her love, her amour.

I just wanna leave .

Please let me leave.

I just want to go, flow, fly away.

From this all.

Please tell me it’s done.

Tell me I’m gone.

Tell me I don’t need to rely on anyone.

Tell me I don’t need to fucking work it out.

Don’t need to scream and shout.

Cry and sigh.

Ill Beg and scream.

Plee flee from it all.

From this world from being on the ball.

From faking this mother fucking smile.

From feeling like a gosh darn child.

From dealing with so many gosh darn children.

Run away, Run away, I wanna be a run away.

The kind that never comes back.

The kind that doesn’t give up but doesn’t take anybodys flac.

So shut the fuck up, step up or step off.

leave me the fuck alone if you can’t grow up deal with your own issues.

Go the fuck home.

I don’t need your problems all the time.

I don’t need to hear you fucking whine.

I need to be free, be me.

Deal with it all on my own.

Cause who cares anyways?

They themselves are all fucking run aways.

But you know what?

I’m not gonna give up.

Stand Up, on my own.

Be a real woman.

And stick it out until the world is done.

Quite, slumber peace at rest. Lay my ear upon thy chest. Breathe in an out cough up the hate. Need to have you, but it seems too little too late. Loud sorrow, smoke filled tears. Live with the angst and stress of the fears. Just want it to fade, in the peace I want to wade. Run far, let the wind be lead my path. Leave it all in my past. To whom shall they find when I am gone? For all there evils to cast?

Abused, intrusive, aloof aware and un-caring.

Poisonous, imperfect, at a loss for words.

Foul and degenerate, changed and pulled by harshness.

Your heartless, way dumbfounded me, your venomousness words continue to sting.

Live and side with your deceitful banchee.

One day your soul will be consumed by its dark world you’ll see.

I wish to bring myself back, come into love again.

Maybe some time alone you should spend.

Your angering, fly away make yourself scarce.

Cry on your own chipped shoulder.

Go jump if she does and find out she was standing on the lower edge all along.

Ill be standing there watching waiting.

You think you are more mature more wise then the others, then us all.

Soon someday your rein of pride and arrogance will fall.

Tumble upon yourself, and see the child that you truly are.

We all see it, your eyes are covered by your own hands.

So alone you can stand.

When your cloud of hate fades away.

You’ll find nobody there for you to save the day.

Become a stray.

Nobody wants to be in your smoke of black.

Stabbed in the back.

The morning is not even the same when you come around.

Can’t enjoy the silence only hear your angry sounds. 

You think i have changed, I have I have become better.

You have become a shadow of yourself.

Something dark and cold.

On the edge, you step ever closer.

Do not bring into it my heart.

You know I have been searching from the start.

You have seen my pain.

And now you try to say that for this is the reason I have changed.

Open up your eyes you disgusting harmful snake.

when you realize who you are.

Dont apologize to me.

Just become who I know you were, who I know you could be.

It’s here again the squishy under you feet.

The warm breeze.

The smells, the birds and the bees.

The rainy days and nights.

The flowers the joyous feel and wonderous sights.

The simply relaxing part of everything.

Being with the right people, making you laugh and sing.

The days get warmer and you hope for the heat.

But right now you’re enjoying the cool air and the fact that you can breathe.

Let go

Let the air flow.

Let the sky show.

The sun glow.

Melt all the snow.

Stay with me spring.

You’re doing well.

If you wanted to stay forever.

I’d never tell.

Spinning in this space so much filled.

Are words that cannot be fulfilled.

Make the senses thrive, the routing re route.

It’s all new to me reboot.

Twist and jumping, flesh on flesh, adrenaline up it shoots.

Skin covered in goosebumps when you graze it with yours.

Meeting you has opened so many new doors.

Speak my name with those lips.

Send me on trips.

The room evaporates were the only two there.

Can’t keep you all to myself, Be fair.

Wrapped in my bliss.

I get from your kiss.

Put a shield up, to hold them away.

Spend it happy in a fantasy from day to day.

Come back to reality.

Float down back with me.

We can fight this world together you`ll see.

Ill put up my fist you put them up too.

Lets see what we can get through.

Tied up and bound ill find a way to get out.

So I can make it to you, if I heard your screaming and shouts.

The only one who can make me believe that this could be true.

The only one that I found that cleared the veil i saw through.

You don`t know how you`ve changed me.

Made me better then best.

Only because for you I want to be better then the rest.

Those who have left so many scars and broken your trust.

Who left you un-certain and left in the dust.

But Ill pick you up brush you off cause you did that for me.

You can`t fathom it can`t be explained the intensity.

Everything inside how you have done so much so soon.

How when I am with you everything inside me can bloom.

How the world spins and shakes when you tell me how much I mean to you.

How every time we come back to each other it feel like each time is new.

How nothing can brake us shake us we put our feet on solid ground.

How I will never let anyone brake you with me you`re safe and sound.

How I try my best from day to day.

To tell you how I feel in every single way.

My lips give my words no justice my tounge gives them no pride

My mind sets both of those aside.

Brings out new passion new sense of knowledge.

Lets me express the reality the gives me new courage.

The truth is I wake every morning hoping your there.

Slumber every night wishing you the greatest care.

Never doubt what I feel nothing could be more deep and pure.

To so much in my life you have been the ultimate cure.

Help me stand on my own give me everything I need to succeed.

You simply are everything I need.

The air that I breathe.

Inside, no breath, without you there.

I try to reach, But only air.

Ive grown so accustomed to our ways.

Blue Black sky we spend in our slumber, dewy grass morn love spent days.

But this night I slumber on my own.

Without you here this is just a house not my home.

You skin, against mine, such passion so much care.

How our lips brush each ours, how you caress my hair.

There is so much behind these words.

So much love it hurts.

So deep it fills inside, so long so much, inspire.

Like a live wire.

Sending chills up my spine.

I did not know love before.

Now I have opened this immense door.

I can’t go back I can’t live without.

Thinking about you gone, just a few hours even less.

Brings so much sorrow, and i cannot rest.

For you make the glow come to moring.

The dark come to night.

My hearts only love, darknesses only light.

Burn Burn Burn down inside me.

Fill Fill Fill my veins with intensity.

Want that rush that I have felt before.

Want it everyday more and more.

Want my passion back want it more than you know.

Of all this bullshit I want to let go.

Want to be free.

Be me.

Be happy.

This is driving me nuts sending me to a slow hell.

I want this I want to do well.

Give it to me, I want my strength back.

I want to work hard and not slack.

Burn bright , shine my light, burn.